Abyss

In this crowd of people

I have lost myself somewhere

When I looked in the mirror

I found someone else standing

When I searched

I found no traces of my being

How did I end up like this, I wondered

But found no answer

How long can I keep going like this I questioned

Still found no answer

I have been living like it is a presentation 

That doesn't impress myself

What if I die tomorrow

Will I be happy with what I achieved or regret not living fully, I wondered

There was a voice inside trying to say something

But alas I have long forgotten how to hear it

Now I am just waiting in this abyss

Waiting for someone to pull me up

Abyss has started to stare back at me